Why didn't you call? I never got to say goodbye.
I believe you knew that night, that you were going to die.
Maybe I am wrong, the demons can be sporadic.
Maybe it was an accident, not the actions of an addict.
I just hate knowing, I lost you in that way.
Selfish for sure, but I guess maybe that's okay
I am not sure what I would have even had to say,
but I wanted you to know that I miss you today.